ANXIETY, chalo chodo tum ye suno

 

Anxiety, sirf taango ka hilna aur haath ko ek jgah shaanti se sambhal na paana nahi hota,

Chalo chodo tum ye suno, sabhi kisi na kisi chiz se pareshan hai but vo depend karta hai ki vo kitne pareshan ho mtlv kabhi kabhi depend karta hai college par bhi, kabhi parents par, kabhi jo tumhare paas ho kya ptah girlfriend ya boyfriend or kabhi daaru par chlo chdo tum ye suno,

Ek din mein Kinnaur jaraha tha toh ye baat us ek -do - teen dino ki hai.

Bus mein betha toh dukhi tha, bus chalne lagi bhut dukh tha, kya karta saath hee aagya saath m chote chote dukho ko bhi leaaya ab istime pr do chize hoti hai thoda depression thodi anxiety ya kuch zada hi depression or kuch zada hi anxiety or dimag mein chal pdi overthinking kyuki overthinking ka chomda toh m hu hi. Fir bas yhi soch raha tha ki buss mein meri mrityu hojae mtlv m marjau bas kese bhi - heart' attack, itni zada anxiety ki saanse ruk jaye. Ronit Vinta ke gaane kaano mein bajj rhe the, girlfriend hai nahi par dukh ho raha tha ki jse koi chod kar chle gyi ho 

Fir Tapri phunchte hi bus mein chdi Women 3_4 

Kinnauri mein vo 3_4 line smjh nahi aayi par sidha dil par lagi instant mood change, marna cancel. Itni pyaari awaaze sath m kinnauri traditional dress mein 

Uss time ek baar khaayal aaya ki Kinnaur se hi shaadi karte hai, kuch zaada hi pyaar aagya tha uss moment par toh kasam se phir kuch yaad aaya chlo chdo tum ye suno, 

Phir Ronit Vinta ke gaano mein pyaari, khusi si vibe aane laggi phir pahado ko dekhkar vo jaane kahan mera depression gaya ji dhundo koiiiii 

Phir Peo busstand mein buss se utarte hi saari anxiety saath hi utargayi 

Fir agle din vpas aate hue buss mein sath vali seat khali thi socha depressed nahi rhunga agar ladki baith jaye koi lekin ye koi movie toh hai nahi mere dost, toh mere sath ek 60_65 saal ki Women baithgyi fir mene socha ki women things sunne se acha kuch romantic things sunleta hu 

Fir se Ronit vinta aagya sab theek chla tha seat firse khali hogyi ab ye koi movie toh hai nai ki phle koi bhi old aged baitha denge fir ek pyaari si ladki 

Ye kya movie toh thi nahi, toh nai baithi pyaari si ladki. Ek mota sa unkl baith gya meri aadhi seat bhi legya apni puri seat ke sath 

Fir toh i was like ki 'give up on my dreams and die' - levi 

Utne mein ek aur dukh aagya, ye vala kuch alag tha sabse, kuch toh baat thi usme jo yu aaya or mujhe depression mein daal kar chle gya.

English ki class mein naam cut chuka tha 

Dost has rhe the hug chahiye tha par unhe hasta dekh kar mene socha ki nai itne bhi bure din nahi aaye ki inko bolu.

Vo ladki vala hug, vo pyaara sa hug but that was impossible ab mein agle din college naam judwane jaata ya uske hug ke liye, maanlo mein chle jaata but moment toh chle jaata na, chlo chodo zada hi pyaari imagination krwa di tumhe btane ke chakkar mein, 

Agar pyaar bas tumhe ho usse nahi toh tasveer se bhi depression bhg jaata hai 

Snap aayi, or mood firse badal gaya.

Dekho mood swings sirf ladkio ko hote hai ye shayad kisi ladki ne hi bola hoga, kyuki equality inhe un chizo pr chahiye jo inke pass hai nhi but jo hai wo inka hee hai chlo chodo tum ye suno 

🎶tak tak tenu, thak de na thak dena 

Baje dil mein taal, puch toh haal mere 

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