Desperation.

 11 bje uthe vo, breakfast ka shauq nahi, bawaaaa bhook hai par is it the mann? Nahi hai, kon uthega subha subha raat bhar jaag kar, subha jaldi uthne ka shauq nahi, jaldi sone ka mann hai par nind hai nahi. Din bhar pade rehne ka mann nahi hai pr can't do anything yhi zindagi hogayi hai. Khane ko khaana hai bhi par khaaya fr bhi kyu nahi? Bawaaaa Life is good i guess life is not what it looks like its desperation . Thoughts bhut hai par sense hai nahi."Soch m tu khoya hua, jhoot tu na bol sake sach kabhi chupe na" Life is good bolkar zinda hai par bawaa life hai nahi. Life is good ghanta hai par ghante pe sab chlra hai bawa. "Kehne ko keh diya par dil se khush toh nahi aur haan socha tha sehlunga par raha kahin ka nahi" Gaane sunkar khush hai par dukh bhi hai kahin. Padhai hai pr padna hai nahi. Ghumne ka mann hai par paise hai nahi. Sikhna bhut kuch hai par logon se dar hai bhyi. Time bhut hai par gawaraah sa nahi. Intezaar hai par ptah hi nahi hai bawa hai kiska? Tum ho ya tum ho nahi ? Tum ho toh kon ho ya tum bas maun ho. "Khwaab toh khwaab hai par unka pura hona zaroori toh nahi."

Dil toh hai par ahankaar kyu nahi? Parwaah toh nahi hai par dar lagta kyu nahi? Kuch chahte toh hai par chahaate kya hai ? Sab moh hai par zaroorat hai tumhari.