Remember her ? She

" सब कुछ लिखूँ या कुछ भी ना लिखूँ?

क्या ही लिखूँ के तुझको ना लिखूँ? "

Remember her? She’s grown up and everything is going kind of right but who likes hearing about a normal life? 

So she cries for love, she says she’s all done but deep down, she wants love and can’t help it. She has a history of falling in love but the failing destroyed her. Living a good life as a lady, she works and maintains a happy lifestyle but why isn’t love there? Someone asked God, 'Why?'

She’s happy but what if she fell in love? It would make her happier. She’s tired of finding happiness, she wants love but isn’t getting it. Is it hard? It’s neutral, she said. Her life seems neutral, not having any idea of being happy or sad. It’s neutral, she said.

Is it the love she wants or is it FOMO that’s saying all this to her when she’s all alone, listening to songs? She hates being alone when doing nothing because that’s when love knocks. Being alone isn’t when songs are playing in the background, being alone is not when you are watching things alone, being alone is..shit. What is being alone then?

The stupid Alarm rings."

Nvm, she had a lover.