चरखा / charkha

 - June 15,2026

I remembered, 2020 the day before my birthday i cried, out of nowhere for a man we lost, aisa nahi hai ki I have only cried for him I have cried many times

6 years later, but after that on every birthday i always remember that

Happy Birthday to me.

 - Hii it's june 

I feel like mere zindagi ke lag chuke hai 

Ahhh it's my birthday 

Happy Birthday dear

Ahh dear i remember when I was little my didi used to call me dear & I was like I'm not a baby anymore why she calling me that, it's my 22nd birthday and she's here with Happy Birthday dear, I'm just a baby, loved it 

- Hii mr. Bontlaah 

Not doing so great, having bad days, worst days & fun days too, life is good, a friend used to say all the time

I guess it's the truth, life is good, life is like that, love, kindness, average, fun, lonely, friends, cry & love again.

I have an exam Tommorow so idk wtf I'm doing RN and why am I not studying. I guess F 

Life is good.

- She's gone 

I guess I have listened too much Bharat Chauhan today, feeling very lonely, sad & end of my english.

Tu hoti toh, reminds me of a girl i never dated, I have never dated a single women in my life, so I guess it's a lose lose situation, or is it a win ? not having the experience of having a women in my side romantically,

 freakin loser.